Life lessons

God has really been so great lately... He has brought people into my life to remind me how lame I am... I'm so consumed in getting a house, saving more money etc... But I'm constanly reminded that I need to give more and stop being so selfish. I have all these wants and don't take others into consideration. Like my warm apartment this Winter for example. I walk in from my warm car through the freezing cold into my warm apartment and don't think twice. But there are so many people who do not have the luxuries that I do. I'm such a selfish jerk. So with all that said. I'm trying to keep my mind open to giving more than wanting. I don't need for anything... I NEED to GIVE!

Bloggin...

Ok... So I've been looking and reading a few people's blogs and talked to my sister and thought I would start one of my own. I've not really wanted a blog since the good ole' Xanga days :) wow that makes me feel old. :/

So I'm married now and life is oh so fabulous :) I have a wonderful Husband who is very thoughtful and loves me very much! :) Happy Days :)

I have a crazy burden on my heart today... I kinda feel weird about pouring my heart out online too because it feels like I'm sharing a diary with the world... But I guess I need to give it a go to connect with some Peeps ;)

Ok so the burden... I am a worry wort to the core. I am constantly concerned about finances, my weight and my abilities at work. I have a problem with insecurities and my goal is to get a hold of them this year. I started a study with mom at First Wesleyan on King David by Beth Moore. I'm really excited about it because I am in desperate need of some Bible study in my life... I don't depend on God like I should. Which I don't understand, because he has NEVER failed me before. So on the top of my list of working on things... That is top priority.

I think this may be good for my first blog... More to come later :)